This blog thing...I just don't know.
What am I doing?
What is the reason for sending my random thoughts into cyberspace? Who cares?
I suppose I could email a link for my blog to people but, really, I'm even having trouble staying interested in it.
Is this where I'm supposed to chronicle my life and then hurl it into the Web hoping someone will happen upon it and answer saying "Yes, you are a valued member of society" ?
What if no one reads it? Then what? Who will validate my existential parking ticket? I will be left standing, ticket in hand, while everyone cruises by in their well-read blogs, intently pondering the latest comments of readers.
On the other hand, no readers - no pressure. That's right. No need to entertain. Just me, my blog and our devil may care damn-the-world-you-can-keep-your-parking-ticket low profile. Which, I think, is ok by me.
The limelight is a bit difficult for me. Hell, I even have trouble with the lemonlight.
Sometimes the thing that worries me most about myself is that I am bizarre without an audience.